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Had a big argument with my parents earlier......they dont have any belief in me at all :( i asked my dad a few times before if he would help me look at universitys but he never did......he said whats the point when im going to fail my college course im on, i started crying i just cannot believe my parents think im going to fail that bad......he said i should look for a job because im never going to get into the media industry :( talk about having no support at all....all they care about is my older sister because she has a really good job and all they do i brag about her its never about me *cries* Plus my mum says all i do is go out and then when im here i either sleep or go on the computer all the time.....well sorry for having a bloody life! They expect me to do everything for them! do this kirsty! do that! im sick of it :( I have tried to make them proud in so many ways guess i will never make them proud i think im giving up on all of it now.....whats the point =[

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wolfblade
20:21 May 28 2009

sometimes in life all we have ourself -n- our friends who r more of a femly than  our blood famly.we've got to work hard to prove them wrongas long we those who do care -n- beleave in us wewill make it.ive  beleave u will make ithugs 

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vampchica4
22:07 May 28 2009

I have been there. Trust me, it is a parent's job to compare you to a sibling.

Just leave them behind, and never look back. If they care about you, they will come after you. Until then, just focus on your boyfriend and having a life!



plus, it IS almost summer. you will get a break soon enough.

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MorbidAngels15
23:17 May 28 2009

thanks you guys i know i just need to stay positive.....the main thing in my life is my boyfriend he holds it together for me....its why i love him so god damn much

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Well the thing that really annoyed me this week was a friend of mine....shes asked for relationship help and im pretty good with giving people advice so i told her what i think she should so but i basically told her to follow her heart about this guy because she didnt seem to sure about him. Next minute shes like oh well thanks alot!!!! and i was like is that fucking sarcasm! we havent spoken since O_o i mean what the fuck! what did i do to deserve that! i try to help someone and they fucking chuck it back in my face! ive been on the edge all week and little small things are making me snap.......so people should tread carefully =[

College work.....fucking hell i just cannot do half of it im at a fucking lose! i mean i dont even know what half of it means, how can i write these fucking reports when i dont even know what i gotta write about....im so confused and im sooo going to fail! they gotta be in when i go back to college thats like a week away ugh im so screwed! sorry about all the swearing eek!

Need to relax and find a sense of peace i think.......time for some Tai Chi i should really start it again calm my inner self its great :)

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newlyawaken
15:03 May 24 2009

nice rant lol it has been awhile..as for the reports..jusr b/s it! thats how i made it through high school lol

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MorbidAngels15
15:21 May 24 2009

yes i havent ranted for ages lol! and meh i wish i could bullshit my way out of it =[

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vampchica4
03:25 May 26 2009

*If you want to relax, I find this very helpful, myself. I invented it, and its from my journal~ enjoy:





This is a technique i've come up with to escape your real world for a little while and help you relax.



1) Light a white candle (White is the color of purity)



2) Find a dark, quiet place, preferibally close to midnight, if possible.



3) Put the candle in the middle of the room on the floor and close the dor behind you. Lockit, if possible, even if you are home alone.



4) Take ten deep breaths with your eyes closed.



5) count out how all the pleasant things in your life and snap your fingers once for every one. Stare into the flame while doing this.

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MorbidAngels15
19:31 May 27 2009

i shall defo try this thanks hun :)

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paxnor
22:27 May 27 2009

...or you could try this one...

1. Picture yourself lying on your belly on a warm rock that hangs out over a crystal clear stream.

2.Picture yourself with both your hands dangling in the cool running water

3.Birds are sweetly singing in the cool mountain air.



*4.* No one knows your secret place.

*5.*You are in total seclusion from that hectic place called the world.



*6.*The soothing sound of a gentle water fall fills the air with a

cascade of serenity.

*7.*The water is so crystal clear that you can easily make out the face

of the person you are holding underwater.

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MorbidAngels15
19:55 May 28 2009

Thanks i shall :)

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wolfblade
20:27 May 28 2009

sometimes helpin someone hard  as long u waz there for them ... that should show them that u care about them :)

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woop! i have finally finished editing my vampirefreaks page took me long enough :) i fancied a change hehe! if you would like to look then here is a link to my page........let me know what ya think :)



Vampire_kirsty

Have you ever been lost for words? been in that situation where you just can not find the right thing to say :( or maybe your just afraid to say it.......maybe its the person you have to say it to? damn i don't know how to break the ice to get things going again........im pretty lost right now :(

Is listening to the Buffy theme song and the songs from the episode once more with feeling! xD oh my....i must be bored lol!

Is missing her sweetie so much.....damn why do i have to be ill =[ i hope i feel better tomorrow or i wont be going to his friends BBQ with him.......*sighs*

Haha! i have just been asked by my mate Stefan if i wanna come do cheerleading with her O_o oh god i can see myself doing that NOT!

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newlyawaken
22:45 May 21 2009

LMFAO you..chearleading?!?! 8falls on the floor laughing*

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MorbidAngels15
23:53 May 21 2009

Thanks for the encouragement hun! haha! nah i know tell me about it suprised she even asked me lol!!!!!

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Not to well today *sighs* so im taking the day off college think its the best got quite abit of pain....hope im better for the weekend going to a barbeque hopefully :)

Well i just realised i have been on VR 4 years today :) wow! such a long time.....and i hope there will be many more years to come :)

Random naughty joke i found lol!



Worlds Greatest BlowJob -



One day a man went on a buissness trip to Florida.



He had saw this hooker and he asked "How much for a hand job?"



The hooker replied "100 Bucks"



The man said "100 Bucks, That's a lot of got damn money"



So the hooker pulled him to the side and said "See that Mercedes, I paid for that by giving hand jobs."



So he gave her the money and received the best hand he had ever had.



The next day he sees her and asks "How much for a head job?"



She said "200 dollars"



"200 dollars that's a lot of money"



She pulled him to the side and said "You see that yahat by the pier, I paid for that yahat by giving head jobs."



So he gives her the money, and get the best head job of his life



On hist last day in Florida he returns to the hooker and says "The hand job was good, the head job was great how much for the whole package."



"1000 dollars'



"1000 dollars that's a lot of god damn money"



So she pulled him to side and said "You see that island, I could afford that if i had a pussy."

I've had such a lovely weekend i now even have a new boyfriend, George or should i call him by his nickname Pyro xD But anyway he asked me out Friday afternoon and i can honestly say the last two days i spent with him have been amazing :) For once i think that me and him are definatly going to be something special ^_^

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KMD
17:44 May 17 2009

I'm happy for you, hun. *hugs*

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newlyawaken
18:02 May 17 2009

YAY KIRSTY!!!! *giggles*

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MorbidAngels15
18:04 May 17 2009

Thanks Caroline and Cassie *hugs*

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vampchica4
22:36 May 17 2009

so am i!!

glad to hear you are better now than your last entry!!!! >

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ladySnowStrixx
16:03 May 18 2009

lots of luck with new guy Hon,

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Enough is enough now! my parents are way too overprotective and to be honest its actually started to get to me. For example im going out tomorrow stopping at a friends and they were like why you going out? you carnt go out you gotta stay in! I said why! dont you want me to have god damn life! im young thats what im suppose to do go out and enjoy myself....but all they want to do is fucking control me and they want me to do every single thing they say. Im really so sick of it now! To many arguements over silly little things aswell ugh its all getting to me, i just want out so bad :(

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vampchica4
23:20 May 15 2009

join the club- we have t- shirts and cookies.

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Well im at college right now and i have such headache meh so boring..... :(

Just took a online IQ test.....i gor 105 not to bad least im just above average haha!

Well im no longer part of the pirates finally got rid off me after so much asking.....but now im in the coven of curnir and its run by a kick ass person who is so awsome! been friends for a while so im glad to be out of the bad coven drama which was always in the pirates *sighs*

Well at the moment im studying media in tv and film, but recently im having a change of heart. I still have a year left doing media but then i will be off to uni......my original plan was to carry on doing media and then hopefully look for work in the media industry. But i was talking with my dad the other day and we started talking about parapsychology, both me and my dad are into the paranormal and occult. Well he was the one who got me interested in all this kind of stuff but anyway im thinking of taking a degree in parapsychology, but i have only found one university so far which do it and it sounds really good its in Edinburgh/Scotland but that is like way far for me to go......so i really have to have a damn good think about it, or either i find a university which is abit closer which do degrees in this....just that i dont really want to move to far away from home. :(

woop! i now have red hair....but it is darker red at the ends but it still looks awsome i should have a pic up by tomorrow cannot be bothered to take one at the moment because im going out soon xD hehe!

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KMD
15:02 May 10 2009

It DOES look awesome. =D

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MorbidAngels15
15:43 May 10 2009

yesh i showed you on webcam hehe! xD glad you think its nice huni ^_^

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well i now have ginger hair *cringes* well kinda blonde/ginger im trying to get it as blonde as possible so then i can dye it bright red on sunday! but before i but the bleach on my hair was black/brown/red so that is why its gone gingery blonde.......but i think im going to bleach it again. If i dont then the red isnt going to go on my hair evenly and then it will look kinda odd......

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crowgirl
21:37 May 08 2009

I've done that countless times lol. I've now given up with bleach, and I'm just dying it red as my roots come through. Better than taking the towel off your head to find out you look like Carrot Tops sister. 0.o

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MorbidAngels15
22:30 May 08 2009

Indeed hun tell me about it....i really dislike ginger lol! xD

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ALPHAWOLF
14:22 May 09 2009

That is funny I died my hair too Friday

It is a auburn color I wanted it red also but since I have jet blackhair it went auburn

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Ah been a long day only just got back.....my feet hurt so much never walked and been on my feet all day for a long time! went shopping with danny for stuff for his animation and damn we went in so many shops haha! was fun tho :) Then me and him got pizza he paid so it was all good hehe!

oooo im going blonde tomorrow wooop! cannot wait to see that i look like xD if i like the blonde im going to stick with it but i think i probably wont so then sunday im going bright red again!!! woop! i miss my red hair i use to have a few years back i hope it suits me again :)

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vampchica4
00:14 May 08 2009

good luck with that, hun!!

post a pic so we can see it!!!

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newlyawaken
18:53 May 08 2009

i think you will look cute hehe you always do! i miss ya to death hun!

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Well im sat here eating noodles and having a think about a few things........interesting huh? lol!

holy shit! thats it im done i really have had enough! im at breaking point and i still get shit meh.....stuff this i carnt hack it no more :(

Just uploaded a new vid to youtube was just something i chucked together really....my net went down for a day so i made a vid about buffy and spike ^_^ here is a link if you would like to watch...because unfortunatly i cannot post vids here im not a prem member :(



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hrgUmndvtSc

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vampchica4
01:26 May 06 2009

nice job, hun! thats insane!!!

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Well im still ill *sighs* i woke up feeling even worse this morning :( which im really pissed off about because i had a special day and night planned today i was suppose to go see the new xmen film. Then i was going to stop over at my friends but meh.....damn stupid illness stopped me :(

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AMurderOfSin
22:07 May 02 2009

I hope you feel better soon..

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vampchica4
03:43 May 04 2009

EH!!!

are you okay, hun? Please, dont down play anything. If you think you are getting any worse, you might want to get checked out for that swine flu.

They officially closed off Mexico, and it is going aroud. Over here, everyone who does so much as walk into a hospital has to get tested.

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Ugh......i feel terrible today i woke up feeling ok went to town with my mum as planned half way round town i just totally felt like i was going to collaspe. I have been in bed most of the day.....my body aches, i keep going all hot and sweaty then i go freezing cold, i have headache, i feel sick, my nose is all blocked up, i keep feeling dizzy :( I defo have some kind of cold....maybe even the flu :-s

I look so terrible im all pale and i look so drained in the face *sighs*

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vampchica4
00:29 May 02 2009

oy! Being sick really scks!!!

Hope you get better really soon, hun!

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